i am making a new blog. here is the url: http://silverandcoldoncemore.blogspot.com
i would appreciate it if all of you would only read that one, as i will no longer be posting on this one. thank you.
~me~

Surprise

i have experienced many things that have surprised me lately. first of all, my poll closed. here are the results:
WHAT IS THE MEANING OF LIFE?
chocolate=2
love=3
books=0
me=1
the thing that surprised me most of all (besides the fact that "me" got only one vote, and it was from me myself and i), is the fact that love won! i mean, LOVE???? honestly!!! i don't believe in love. well, i mean, i DO, it's just that love doesn't really.....believe in me. yeah. so. another thing that surprised me lately is that a boy who i shall call matthew, like my friend alexandra did on her blog, CAN BLEEPING SING!!!! holy crow, can he sing! and it makes me rather sad, because, well, he can do everything! act, sing, draw, write, dance even. it's quite scary, actually. but i am proud of him, because he was in my play, along with gary, april, helga, and klara, and YOU GUYS ALL ROCKED!!!! just throwing that out there.....
~this love has taken its toll on me~
this love, by maroon 5

Boredom

I am bored.
I am very bored.
Here is a list of 5 things to do if you are bored, compiled by me:
1. pick your nose.
2. pick your brother's nose.
3. pick your nose and wipe it on the cat.
4. if you do not have a cat, pick your nose and wipe it on the couch cushions.
5. comment on my blog.
that will be all.
~heh heh heh~

Do You Or Don't You?

you have no idea what i'm talking about...
i can see you, trying to make sense of my nonsensical mutterings...
but try all you want to...
you won't.
~ because everywhere i go, no matter what i do, i just can't get you out of my head~
Everywhere I Go, by Katherine MacPhee

Yeah, right

yeah, right.
sure.
whatever.
deny it all you want, but i can tell.
i know the truth.
i can see it in your eyes.
don't deny it, actually.
i don't want to hear the lie.
i'd rather hear you sigh
my name,
like THAT'LL ever happen.
yeah, right.
oh please.
ugh.

Mocked

Ok, i figured out why i was a "gossipmonger"! because i was scared of being mocked for exposing my thoughts/feelings/hopes/wishes/prayers/dreams/poems. Etc. You get the picture. Well, i don't think i'm so afraid anymore. and i'd like to give a shoutout to all my ppl who've helped me develop my personality more, including auggie, gertrude, alexandra, helga, and, ok, gary, i guess. thanks. (your line is, "you're so welcome, mary! but where would WE be without your biting wit, unfailing charm, and ravishing beauty?!?!")
~this was never the way i planned, not my intention~
i kissed a girl, by Katy Perry

What is the meaning of life?

haha, tricked you! i made my title all deep and meaningful, but really i'm just going to write about meaningLESS, trivial crap. because i can. so there. yeah...ok, i'm done. hope you're happy.
~i wanna get out, i wanna go home, i wanna feel better~
When We Were Young, by Dolores O'Riordan