i am making a new blog. here is the url: http://silverandcoldoncemore.blogspot.com
i would appreciate it if all of you would only read that one, as i will no longer be posting on this one. thank you.
~me~

Surprise

i have experienced many things that have surprised me lately. first of all, my poll closed. here are the results:
WHAT IS THE MEANING OF LIFE?
chocolate=2
love=3
books=0
me=1
the thing that surprised me most of all (besides the fact that "me" got only one vote, and it was from me myself and i), is the fact that love won! i mean, LOVE???? honestly!!! i don't believe in love. well, i mean, i DO, it's just that love doesn't really.....believe in me. yeah. so. another thing that surprised me lately is that a boy who i shall call matthew, like my friend alexandra did on her blog, CAN BLEEPING SING!!!! holy crow, can he sing! and it makes me rather sad, because, well, he can do everything! act, sing, draw, write, dance even. it's quite scary, actually. but i am proud of him, because he was in my play, along with gary, april, helga, and klara, and YOU GUYS ALL ROCKED!!!! just throwing that out there.....
~this love has taken its toll on me~
this love, by maroon 5

Boredom

I am bored.
I am very bored.
Here is a list of 5 things to do if you are bored, compiled by me:
1. pick your nose.
2. pick your brother's nose.
3. pick your nose and wipe it on the cat.
4. if you do not have a cat, pick your nose and wipe it on the couch cushions.
5. comment on my blog.
that will be all.
~heh heh heh~

Do You Or Don't You?

you have no idea what i'm talking about...
i can see you, trying to make sense of my nonsensical mutterings...
but try all you want to...
you won't.
~ because everywhere i go, no matter what i do, i just can't get you out of my head~
Everywhere I Go, by Katherine MacPhee

Yeah, right

yeah, right.
sure.
whatever.
deny it all you want, but i can tell.
i know the truth.
i can see it in your eyes.
don't deny it, actually.
i don't want to hear the lie.
i'd rather hear you sigh
my name,
like THAT'LL ever happen.
yeah, right.
oh please.
ugh.

Mocked

Ok, i figured out why i was a "gossipmonger"! because i was scared of being mocked for exposing my thoughts/feelings/hopes/wishes/prayers/dreams/poems. Etc. You get the picture. Well, i don't think i'm so afraid anymore. and i'd like to give a shoutout to all my ppl who've helped me develop my personality more, including auggie, gertrude, alexandra, helga, and, ok, gary, i guess. thanks. (your line is, "you're so welcome, mary! but where would WE be without your biting wit, unfailing charm, and ravishing beauty?!?!")
~this was never the way i planned, not my intention~
i kissed a girl, by Katy Perry

What is the meaning of life?

haha, tricked you! i made my title all deep and meaningful, but really i'm just going to write about meaningLESS, trivial crap. because i can. so there. yeah...ok, i'm done. hope you're happy.
~i wanna get out, i wanna go home, i wanna feel better~
When We Were Young, by Dolores O'Riordan

new skill, like i care...

juggling=1
opera singing=4
picking up items with my toes=5
ninjaness=3

whoo-hoo. my new talent will be picking up items with my toes. awesomeness. sorry miss mill-mill, that my new talent is NOT opera singing. i put that one up there for you. yeah. house rocked tonight, hugh laurie is AWESOME.
love ya,
me, i am

obvious

the one with dark hair...
yes, that's what she said.
she, the one with blond hair...
the one who replaced me.
she, who replaced me...
i hate/love/hate her.
but i can't, because she's too...
the one with blond hair.
i love the one with dark hair...
but could she,
the one with blond hair,
have been less obvious?

VOTE WHILE YOU CAN!!!!!!!!

20 hours people....20 hours in which to decide what my new talent will be....VOTE NOW!!!!!!
~you know you love me~
gossip girl

Our New President

Thank you all for voting on my President poll! The votes ARE in , the poll is closed, and here are the results:
Q: WHO WOULD MAKE A BETTER PRESIDENT?
As:
Obama=1
McCain=1
Martin Luther King Jr.=0
My English teacher (who shall remain nameless to protect her privacy, but she's awesome!)=4
So, you, the public has decided, and my english teacher, the best teacher ever, is our new President! And I'm not just saying that to suck up! Gary would say that to suck up, not me. Get it right. God.
Love ya all!
P.S. Auggie (also fake name, along with April) a.k.a. April is at my house now because she had a bad day, she's taking one down, she made a sad blog and her lover found out! Ha. So I'm cheering her up, and doing a handy-dandy job of it, if I do say so myself.
~Had a bad day, you're taking one down, you sing a sad song, just to turn it around~
Bad Day, by Daniel Powter

Hate

You know what I hate? Hate. You know what else I hate? People who have hate. I mean, I KNOW that everybody hates something/someone/someplace. I hate things too! But people who hate for the heck of it.....that just pisses me off. Religion, gender, opinions, looks, voice, there are a million reasons to hate someone. But that doesn't necessarily mean that you HAVE to! Just....just don't, okay? Just stop the hating! That's all I'm asking. Is that so hard to do? I didn't think so.....
~all we know is falling~
all we know, by paramore

Songs

What's with people posting song lyrics???? can you say UNORIGINAL???????!!!!!!!!?????? THEY'VE ALREADY BEEN USED UP PEOPLE!!!!!!! just...never mind...ignore me...in a pissy mood....
~you suck~
me, by me

Miss American Dream

Miss American Dream=What I'll Never Be.
~I'm Miss American Dream, til i was 17~
Piece of Me, by Britney Spears

Living life the way it's meant to be

okay well we had our casting today in acting/advanced playwriting and i am upset about a coupla things....well 1st of all, i'm in olive's play and i hafta learn how to waltz! with this guy, trent! and we're in lurrrrrveeeeee....he's a perfectly lovely boy....but....still...i don't like him LIKE THAT!!!!! lolz but waltzing is fun and i'm kinda good at it...ok that's gonna be my "new skill of the week" and i'm gonna have a "new skill of the week" every week. this week it is waltzing. next week....i don't know....maybe juggling? vote on it--on my poll! luckily, i think everyone in my play's a good actor/actress, cept for a few people who shall remain nameless....but i think it's a strong cast. and i have to go practice my choir music now so, ciao and live life!
~you want a piece of me?~
Piece of Me by Britney Spears

No more of Gary's Troubles----for now....

Heya heya heya! I've been tied up with finishing my play for Acting/Advanced Playwriting class, which is why I haven't posted in a while. Thank you all for your comments again and again! I can't get enough of feedback......Anyway, my father thinks that I should stop being "a gossipmonger" and focus more on what I feel, think, dream, wish, hope, pray, etc. What do YOU all think?
~Who doesn't love for someone to hold, who knows how to love you without being told, somebody tell me why I'm on my own, if there's a soulmate for everyone~
Soulmate
By Natasha Bedingfield

Gary's Troubles=Part 3

My friend Gary has started a blog too, because of me! I feel so proud......
But that's beside the point.
Because it's time to talk about Gary's Girl Troubles!!!!!
Gary is, like, in love with my good friend, April. And she, like, doesn't love him back. What a tragedy! April also thinks I have good boobs, but I'm not so sure about that one. Anyway, she's really pretty and I feel bad for Gary, because he's only so-so. And maybe the reason April doesn't like Gary back is because he's not as good-looking as she is. And I don't feel bad about teasing him like this because we're such good friends!!!!!!!
Thanks again for your comments! And who in the heck is t?
~This is real, this is me, I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be and I'm gonna let the light shine on me!~
From Camp Rock, Disney Channel Original Movie

Gary's Troubles=Part 2

My friend Gary has a lot of troubles. For example, he liked this girl named Cassandra, and she told him that she liked him back! But then she called him the next day and told him that she had changed her mind! Say what??????!!!!?????
So, feel pity for Gary, but don't tell him that you feel pity for him, because then he'll beat you up because he doesn't like being pitited.......
I am sorry, Gary. I am sorry for your troubles.....

Gary's Troubles

I have a very close friend, who I shall call by the name of Gary.
Gary has a problem.
But before I can advertise his problem (which happens to be of a personal nature), I must obtain his express permission.
So Gary's problem shall simply have to wait.
But I CAN give a hint....
It has to do with a girl.
Join me next time on Gary's Troubles: Part 2!

Deepness is an illusion

Thank you for your comments! But remember, deepness is but an illusion.....I could be a totally shallow person on the inside, but appear to possess remarkable qualities....and of course, it could be the complete opposite! I could seem shallow and obsessed with how I look, but really I ponder questions such as, "What is the meaning of life?" and "Is there a meaning of life?"
You see my point.
I would like to think, however, that I am a deep person both inside AND out. Although I will admit to having my shallow moments. For example, my friends Gertrude and Alexandra and I (hey, I said I'd change names to protect identities!) enjoy talking about fashion, boys, celebrities, etc.....we are human, after all! And humans are notoriously fickle.....that was completely off topic.
And at least I admit to having faults, such as randomness and the ability to forget what I was saying a mere 3 seconds ago!
I do believe it is time for a SHOUT-OUT!!!!!!! This goes out to Gertrude and Alexandra, for letting me blog about them without their notice and/or permission! Especially Gertrude, because Gertrude is such an awful name! Alexandra is acceptable, but Gertrude?????? Ugh....

Chaos=Dancing Star

My favorite quote is=You must have chaos in your soul to give birth to a dancing star.
I have no idea what it means.
I have no idea why I love it so much.
But it speaks to me. It tells me that, although I am not perfect, there are people out there who wish to listen to what I have to say, which is mainly why I created this blog in the first place. Because maybe someday, someone will stumble across I AM ME, and read it, and love it. Perhaps it will speak to them, just as the quote above speaks to me.
Perhaps my words will mean something else than what I intended them to mean to somebody else.
Perhaps......
Maybe--
such a small word.
But one full of promise, too.
Maybe
if I did all that,
You would love me the way I love you.
--Maybe--
By, me, simply a rebeldewdrop trying to find a place in this cold, cruel, fantastic world